Friday 29 June 2012

My Poor Husband

Had a dark moment last night.  Thinking about how my OCD impacts on my husband, I know he still loves me at the moment, but I wouldn't blame him if he fell out of love with me.  I am not the care free person he meet at university.  When I look at him I can see all the stress, both emotionally and financially, I put him under and it makes me sad.  He was always such a care free, happy person but I feel I am sucking the life out of him-  must try harder to overcome my OCD for my families sake!

So hard when my mind thinks but if you don't do this or that you will give them a disease!

Thursday 28 June 2012

Alcoholics Blood. OH NO...

Well we got on the bus, had a nice walk through town and we were on time for the doctors.  Next minute a drunk, old man (obviously an alcoholic) fell down a step behind me and cracked his head on the floor, OH NO BLOOD!

I am a trained first aider but my first thought was,
"aaahhh blood I don't want to touch him!" 
Luckily for me two youths behind me jumped to the rescue and as I donated a baby blacket they applied pressure to the wound and rang an ambulance.  I know I would have done the same if no one else had been around but would have freaked afterwards.

Still had to wash hands about 5 times afterwards, but didn't panic, so I don't think it was too bad.
What amused me was the ambulance man asking who's the blanket was, would he think I wanted it back?

Hope the guy was ok.  Now worried my daughter has HIV but sure this feeling will ease with a bit of reflection.  Wonder what will happen next time I go to town!

Wednesday 27 June 2012

Poo in changing room!

Was dreading taking the baby into town for the first time on the bus, would I dare to change her nappy in the baby changing unit?  Then disaster struck - she did a big poo!  From past experience it was vital to get her changed immediately before it leaked!  Couldn't bring myself to use the baby changing facilities as worried she might contract something so opted from TK Max's changing room. 

Managed to get through the ordeal although my nerves were shot!

Luckily no poo on the floor.  But the assistant defo knew what I was up to...
My husband thought it was funny, had a good laugh about it later.
Going in on bus again today, she hasn't had a poo yet today..... HELP!

Monday 25 June 2012

Good Soap

Wash your hands a lot? try Pamolive moisturing soap (the yellow one) it's great for dry, cracked hands and of course don't wash hands as much, that goes without saying.  Manged to get through work yesterday with only 2 handwashes after going to the toilet. RESULT! Have to go baby crying.

Friday 1 June 2012

Feeling very positive today.  Life is hard but good!  Going back to work tommorrow and really looking foward to it.  Going to get the best sales figures of the day- I am determined!